Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts
Showing posts with label heart. Show all posts

Wednesday, June 29, 2016

A Walking Book of the Bible

Have you ever had a time when you didn't know what to focus your prayer time on?  Truth be told, if the walls of my prayer room could talk, they would tell you I've been known to look around, swing my feet (I'm a short person), push up my bottom lip and tryyyyy to feel spiritual while my mind produces little more than what one could wipe off of a brand new whiteboard.

Well, today I was having one of those mornings, so I asked the Holy Spirit to do what the bible says He can do, and guide me in what I should be praying about.  With my bible, journal and pen ready, I sat in my rocking chair and just began to praise the Lord.  


Kaleb- aka "Baby Buns" Graves
SOURCE: ARKELL & DANA'S BABY BUN/FACEBOOK
True to His promise, He led me to open up my journal to the very first page and read.  There, following the morning pleasantries and salutations to Jesus,  was a list of people to pray for, with the first person being "Baby Kaleb".  Maybe you don't know who Baby Kaleb is.  If you don't, you probably aren't on Facebook, don't have a YouTube account, don't watch Rachel Ray or the six o'clock news! This little chubby bundle of joy was born in October 2015 at just twenty four weeks and since then has grown by leaps and bounds before the world's eyes while enduring a series of critical surgeries due to his premature birth.

Although I reread the prayer for Baby Kaleb from my March 28th entry , the Holy Spirit also led me to pray for his mother.  During this prayer, He began to weigh on my heart the burden that she has had to endure and opened my eyes to the determination and strength that she possesses through Him and how I can truly learn from her.


Dana and Kaleb Graves
SOURCE: ARKELL & DANA'S BABY BUN/FACEBOOK
God is so awesome in that He has blessed me to know Kaleb's mother personally before she became a Youtube sensation with her pregnancy announcement. We live in the same neighborhood and attend the same church.  Her oldest son is a delight to talk with (if you like comic books and paleontology- and I do) and her husband is one of the coolest guys you'd ever meet.  So, it is my extreme pleasure to introduce you to today's lesson, Mrs. Dana Griffin-Graves! 

 I wanted you to meet this awesome woman of God because sometimes the stories and lessons of the bible don't seem applicable to us because, well... because they're old. We can think that the saints of yesteryear had it much easier since they were physically closer to Jesus and didn't have nearly as much"stuff" to deal with as we do.  But if that's going to be our mindset, we should look around all the more and make note of when Jesus is truly manifesting Himself right in front of us in someone else's life!


The bible says in Revelation 12: 11, that "They overcame him (It is speaking of satan,the enemy, and no, I will not apply the rule of capitalization to his name because he is not worthy.) by the Blood of the Lamb and by their testimony and they did not love their lives so much that they were afraid to die."  As educators who are Believers, our lives are on public display even more than a regular person.  What we say, how we say it, how we deal with situations and attacks from the enemy; these are the things make us living testimonies and are also the things that are being watched, dissected and critiqued by our students, coworkers and every member of the general public that graces the halls of our schools.  My pastor always tell us we may be "the only bible some people will ever read" and to live "like we're the sixty-seventh book!"

Well, Dana is very much a walking sixty-seventh book as she overcomes daily obstacles by her testimony of Jesus and the power of His blood; some of which I'd like to share with you. It is my desire that as you learn the pieces of her story, you will apply the strength of her testimony to your thoughts and actions while preparing for this upcoming school year just as you would if this were one of Jesus' parables.  While I don't have a mountain to sit on, a boat to teach out of or a vineyard to walk through, just keep scrolling down because He IS real and so is His presence in His people!

Dana held on to a promise from God for seventeen years! At the age of forty one with multiple miscarriages under her belt, one adoption and the thoughts that "It's too late now", she found out last fall that she was already five months pregnant! In those seventeen years, she and her husband were still fruitful and multiplied their love by tirelessly pouring themselves into the lives of others with countless service projects and volunteer events. The testimony of how they waited, is one that shows  fruitful patience.

Lesson 1:  God will fulfill His promises for you so prepare to receive it. 

Persist in prayer this year for the things that seem impossible to attain yet you believe are God's will for you; an additional degree or endorsement, financial stability, better health, different position, better relationships etc. Know that God operates in His own timing, but stand on His faithfulness and wait faithfully and productively.  Whatever you're waiting on, prepare for it by seeking God's wisdom on how to best receive His blessing.  

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If you have the time, scroll through Dana's Facebook page created by her sister to capture not only Kaleb's birth and NICU journey, but support. There has been no hesitation on her or her husband's part to ask family, friends, our church, and the general public for their prayers.  Their response to many of the people who send their well wishes and prayers is that each one gives them both just a little more strength,  a little more faith, and a little more encouragement exactly when they need it.

Lesson 2:  Lay your pride and fear aside and ask  others for prayer.
This school year, do not be afraid or hesitant to ask a coworker or family member that you trust to join you in prayer or pray for you.  It doesn't mean that you can't get a prayer through on your own, but that you desire more of His presence manifesting in your situation. Request that your church place you and your school on their weekly prayer list and pray that God surround you with people who will truly bombard heaven on your behalf. Liberty and the fullness of joy come from His presence and His presence is guaranteed where His Believers are gathered together seeking Him.


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Dana is surrounded by her loving husband, parents, siblings, hospital support staff, coworkers and church family. Her role of wife and mother has never been put on hold.  She continues to work, stand with her husband, support their oldest son, volunteer in the community and travel about thirty miles each way to the hospital on a daily basis to see her baby!  How does she do it? More than likely she follows the first part of Lesson 2 and then asks for help.

Lesson 3: You can't do it all on your own.
 I know for a fact that I need help with everything that I do because without God, I am nothing and pretty much clueless.  It is not a sign of weakness if you ask for help.  Realize that if your load seems too heavy for you to bear alone, God could be teaching you about how to truly depend on Him and grow from the spiritual connections made with those He places in your paths.  Pray this year for God to send you spiritual and physical support for every assignment He has for you. 



I have always admired Dana even before she began  this journey.  She is very
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down to earth in expressing her love of God and people and continues to do so even now as she exalts God during times when she is afraid, perplexed, tired or hurt.  Because Dana is candidly sharing her journey with the world, people are able to witness firsthand how the psalmists, prophets and apostles of the bible could praise God in, through and on the other side of their trials and tribulations.   People around the world and those closest to her are realizing just how tangible God truly can be in our greatest times of need.

Lesson 4: Give God all of the glory.
The true distance of an educator's influence is very difficult to measure. However, Jesus empowers us to influence people eternally as we live out His Great Commission. His Spirit leads and guides us everyday to live holy and praise Him in all things.  When a student is difficult, give God the same amount of praise for Him building your patience as you would for Him providing you with an unexpected check or three snow days! Your constant reference to God teaching you, providing for you, favoring you, empowering you, encouraging you and even disciplining you lets people see real time faith in action, the bible come to life and a intimate relationship with Jesus as life's ultimate goal.


So as we take a lesson from Mrs. Dana Griffin-Graves and the "book" from her life on how to live and love for Christ, may we stand firm on  the same three thoughts that should cement itself in the heart and mind of any reader concluding their journey through any of His original sixty six books:

God is real and good.
With Him, nothing is impossible.
He will never leave or forsake His own.

  
Walk proudly, boldly and wisely in the ways of God this school year.  No matter what, trust God and  project and reflect Jesus in everything you do!




The Lord is with you and you are loved,

Toni

Monday, December 7, 2015

My Mouth and My Heart

Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
Be acceptable in Your sight,
O Lord, my strength and my Redeemer.
-     Psalm 19:14 NKJV



When I first started writing this Moment to Reflect workplace devotionals about three years ago, I would always insert a picture of a mirror near the title.  I wanted anyone who read it to know that each entry was as much written to me as it was written for  my fellow teachers.   While most of the reflections ended up intertwining humor with something God had been showing me throughout the week, there have been a few entries when I poured out my frustrations as a teacher.

Today's soul bearing entry comes from me looking into the mirror concerning the words of my mouth,and the meditations of my heart, or as I like to say, "the stuff I want to say but have too much upbringing or reputation to uphold" kind of meditation.
 
Therefore, I have to come clean.  These past few weeks, I have listened to me chime in on the latest gossip, chime in on the complaining, start the complaining, listen to the cursing without walking away, and even chime in on the cursing in the meditations of my heart…and behind my teeth.  I’m not having the best of school years and I didn’t mind letting anyone who would ask know it.

  The bible says faith without works is dead. Soooo, although I can read and pray the Forty Days of Prayer for Education,   if my mind is not renewed from the things that God is showing me about myself, what I believe and know God to be able to do for myself, students and school will never manifest.


Here are some "good" points
to having good conversations
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The hard look in the mirror came again today as I was reminded of the parable of the wheat and the tare (weed). Growing side by side, they looked almost the same which made it impossible to pull up the weed until it was harvest time.  This, I likened to the  "good" and "God" growing side by side in me.  There are good things that I do and a way I can project being a good person, especially if I keep my mouth shut.  But what about my heart? I would rather have God as the sole proprietor of my heart doing good works through me, than for me to try to do good things with a quiet, complaining, angry heart.  

 Here are Godly points on having a Godly conversation! 



My hope for total transformation is found in the example of Lydia, a business woman from the New Testament book of Acts. This woman was already a woman of God doing good things.  However, the bible says that God, "opened her heart to respond/pay attention/ heed Paul's message".  

Thank you Jesus, there is always another level to go in You. So, God I lift up this heartfelt prayer to you:

Father,
You are a heart regulator. In this story with Lydia, You are showing me that even those who worship You,  still need a transforming word to change our hearts.  Cleanse me from my secret faults and keep me from presumptuous sins.  Help me to understand being good on the outside is not good enough. Knowing the good way to speak into my situations is not good enough. Open my heart to Your ways and cover my heart with Your language for out of the abundance of my heart, my mouth will speak. Show me the Godly way to speak. Your word gives me hope that when I call, You will answer and make me bold and confident with new strength in my life. It may be difficult to be different, but I desire You more than popularity.
May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable in your sight. May they come up before You visible and pleasant as the sweet smell of incense. 
Father, may You open others' hearts to respond to this message as You did for me.

In Jesus' name,

Amen


The Lord is with you and you are love,

Toni 

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